I cheated!

Because I have felt down in the dumps I was getting in the "I could care less" about this health kick I have been on.  Last night when my husband walked in the door I told him we were ordering a pizza.  (He was pretty excited about this as he has been eating healthy simply because that is how I have been cooking).  He was ready for the treat just as much as I was.  I literally inhaled 3 pieces of pizza and a diet coke.  I accepted that one day of over indulgence wasn't going to set me back and that after the pizza, I would get back into my clean eating workout groove.  WELL, this morning I woke up and there was a box of leftover pizza.....I had my "Biggest Loser" pancakes sitting in tupperware on top of the pizza box but I just couldn't help myself! I freakin ate 3 pieces of pizza for breakfast! This was not part of the plan! I feel defeated and disgusting!! Self control was obviously a huge challenge for me today and I Failed with a capital F.  I can't beat myself up about it and I need to just take the frustration I have with myself today out on the elyptical machine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

B